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:)

morning coffee at gloria&jean. 7.30 AM.

the place was empty. no one enjoyed coffee but me. the silence reminded me of inner peace i had when i sit in my room 6 years ago. simple but speechless.

can i? how can? can what? why can? a sequence of skeptical thoughts went through me today. it's hard to choose when u're so scared. u get stuck in your hole.

day sucks. just in a moment, i wished i had a gun then kill all. fake feeling diminished the very little remains in me.

i could have made friends. then it turned out i was so ridiculous to have a word i need to say. then the chance had gone... 4ever.

VA? it's ok. gud performance. people. some amazing. some real suckers.

i quit. i quit that life. i quit myself.